As I sit here at my desk for the last time at PGN, I am overcome with emotions.
I’ve been someone who has always been exceptionally
fortunate in the blessings I have had in life. I come from a supportive family,
I have the best friends in the world, the most amazing partner in life and I
have had some of the most meaningful opportunities.
The Summer of 2011, I found myself at my first Philadelphia
Pride with my uncles. Although I wasn’t newly out to myself, I was newly out to
the world. I had told my parents and my friends that summer as I was away
working at West Chester University as a resident assistant, far enough away to
hide myself from reactions. As we stood there, cheering on the various floats
streaming past us, I was handed a rolled up newspaper inside of a rainbow
bracelet — inside was the Pride edition of the Philadelphia Gay News. I was
baffled — a newspaper just for me? For my community? What?
That night I took it home and read it cover to cover. I
remember thinking, “Jesus Jen Colletta is the luckiest girl to have this job”
because at the time, I was gearing up for a semester as news editor for West
Chester University’s The Quad. I could have only dreamed of that opportunity
while people told me it was impossible.
Fast forward to graduation in 2012 where my future was
uncertain. I ended up taking a temp job at an insurance company, ready to give
up on my dream when my mom, in a panic, told me to apply for the position. You
see, I figured I would never get it because as embarrassing as this is, I had
sent some of my student work to the former editor for freelance opportunities
and when I heard nothing back, I figured I would not be a shoe-in for this
position.
And then I got a call and had an interview and got another
call and my life completely transformed.
The thing is, PGN changed my life. I walk out of this office
more confident than ever. PGN gave me the skills and the opportunities that I
was told repeatedly as an undergraduate that I would never have.
I have had the opportunities to talk with celebrities but
more importantly I’ve had the chance to connect with local community leaders
and legislators. This has been the most heartbreaking process of it all —
saying goodbye to them as a writer. These people have filled my life with such
happiness as they have conquered and stood up for those who are
underrepresented.
My co-workers, though, have breathed new life into me during
these past two years. I started out as a shy and awkward individual, not sure
of anything and ended, still awkward but confident and resilient.
I am excited for my new opportunity at the Bethesda Project.
I am blessed that this staff has decided to take a chance on me and to be
honest that feels great. Through my work at PGN, I’ve latched onto several non-profit
organizations, adoring their missions, their programs and their initiatives. To
have a chance to work at one of the city’s finest non-profit organizations is
an honor. I can’t tell you how excited I am for this new opportunity.
I am excited about a couple new endeavors I have going on,
both in freelance and in voluntary form. I am really excited to be a part of
some fantastic organizations and endeavors in the future.
So thank you so everyone who has made this journey
fantastic.
No day but today.